There are things i'll never say,
There are things i'll keep a hold of and forever with me they`ll stay.
There are dreams I've never spoke of,
And words I've never said,
There are feelings that I've felt inside that sometimes made me wish i was dead.
There were places that i visited,
And people I have seen,
Experiences that I've been through that made me feel unclean.
There were times I sat there crying,
For all the world to see,
It was in these times oh how I wished I could hold you close to me.
There were moments in which i`ve wondered,
And many minutes i have lost,
Just thinking about your happiness and for me what did it cost.
There were many places I felt you,
Even though you were no where near,
There were many times you were the only one who could dispel this fear.
And now as times goes forward,
Without you I must stay,
Yet these feelings that I hold inside i can barely keep at bay.
Its been so long since i've seen you,
So long since our very last kiss,
Yet every day I sit here alone longing for this unattainable bliss.