It's an impossible truth, I have been sitting here forever.
Listening to the clip and clatter of life. This is my
nightmare. living in this solitude is nothing more than
an empty shell of my former glory. Look up to the sun.
I always tell myself. If something so beautiful is my
punishment then I should be able to take it full. I have
been watched from the beginning or what humans would
call the beginning. One thing alludes me though why do
humans seem to think that there is another place.
I have been here forever and have never believed any of
the profits. I could not; not with the knowledge that I
have always had. If there was a god he would have not
left me here to stay in this constant pain. After about a
millennium I stopped trying to kill myself. Nothing can
kill me. But just like everything else I evolve, I grew
stronger, faster, and more beautiful. I guess could call
a fallen angel but that does not accurately state my
being but only make me wish to leave this solitude of
knowledge. Have you ever heard the saying:
With time comes patience, with time comes wisdom, and
with wisdom comes superiority.
Most likely you haven't.I made it up during the time of
Jesus Christ. The first time I saw him it made my time
on earth seem decimal. He instantly knew that I was
not what he would call souls of my father.
He said I was different maybe even a protector of gods
people. Instantly I rejected him. He could never the
understand pain I have felt over this pitiful earth.
Your time will come to understand the truth