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The abandonment I face from you
and my own demise.
hurling insults at you
and all the while pleading with you,
that you won't let me lose you.
I'll hope you'll understand
the longing that's inside me,
even though I only emanate hate to you.
I am stuck in this duality
it plagues my life.
Trapped in my own head,
I can't wretch out my feelings,
I only vomit insults,
while my tender soul throbs
inside me wondering why
I put myself and you through this anguish.