There can be no happiness without sadness.
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I hate the way I love you,
Knowing very well I can't,
I hate the way I adore you,
Even though with every beat of my heart, you name is only one it chants.
I hate the way you made me smile, and laugh and fall so hard,
I hate the way I allowed myself to be blatantly scarred.
I hate the way I remember you, in my mind you always are,
No matter how hard I try to, the image of you is never too far.
I loathe the feelings I still have, the ones I can't seem to shake.
For they are the reason my nerves are always on edge and can not catch a break.
I hate the way I look for you in every crowd I roam,
In every persons face; I see features reminding me of your own.
Appalled is the only other word that can summarize how I feel,
You gave me so much happiness and then left me unable to heal.
I hate this state you've left me in,
Bursting at the seams,
I hate that even with this anger,
Your still the one that haunts my dreams.